20 Oct Service

Today's sermon was great. Finally had a glimpse of the Lord's love for us. I had this vision today after praying to Lord to let me understand why does His heart break upon us.

The vision I had was this:
The earth was bombarded. Great explosions occurring on the earth. Man are killing each other through the destructive weapons. And lastly, the Day came and His promise be fulfilled.
Thoughts that came to me, but put yourself in God's shoe.
- your precious creation killing each other and destroying each other,
- you know that they cannot be with you if they do not repent AND you know that the DAY you decided will come, sweeping all on the earth, yet they do not repent.
- you know that your way is right but your creation is not following you.

Put it into another scenario, you see your children killing each other; you know one day the world will end and if they do not change, they can no longer be with you, your beloved one cannot be with you; you know that what you are doing is right and good for them to follow but they refused to.

While I was having the vision, I do not feel any fiery or anger from God. Yes, His wrath will come when He returns, but from the vision, I felt His heart broken and tears flowing as He sweep His creation off the land. For the Lord stated that He do not take pleasure in the death of anyone(Ezekiel 18:32). Love is the keyword. If God so loved the world that He sent His begotten son to die for our sins, will He then not weep when the Day comes?

Some may think He can just remove that Day. NO! He never go back on His words! He has given us the book of Revelation, isn't that His grace and mercy?! He is telling us directly to repent before it's too late! If He remove that Day, then you will be doubting His promises He have given us!

Father, i THANK YOU for showing me Your point of view, to understand from Your point of view is to allow me to love the world in the way You loved us! Holy Spirit, fill the heart of those who read this with Your compassion and love You have for us. Show them why does Your heart break when they do not repent. Father, i just want to give all the Thanks that i can offer to You, for loving me so much. God, You are my Father, my God, You are my Saviour, my Protector. You are all wonderful and loving! Praise be to You Father, for your Love and Mercy is more than sufficient for me! Amen!

11Oct 2007

HI ALL!!! I'm back!!! (: i was really busy for the past few weeks, but i believe God was with me. Thank God for being with me and forgiving me all the times when i sin against Him. Lord my God, teach me and guide me till the end of my life!

alright, back to my experience with God. Last Saturday was awesome. God's presence was so strong during the sermon and i saw Him in vision! (: Holy Spirit guided me as i led the praise and worship for the cellgroup. for those who do not know, i'm musically handicapped! i can't sing and catch the timing. but i believe God led me at that time. Praise be to God, thank you Father!

And for today! i was browsing youtube and happen to came across this video when Isaiah 53 caught my attention. Isaiah chapter 53 wrote about He who will grow up before God, go through suffering and despises, exalted high before men, bore the sin of many and made intercession for the transgressors. Isaiah was wrote before New Testament, meaning to say it was approximately 400years before Jesus was born. Isaiah prophesied the coming of Jesus Christ and what will happen to Him.

This was one of the music video that touched my heart, the video was taken from Passion of Christ though. Initially i felt peace in my heart, then i felt the pain, thank You Jesus, for saving us on the cross, forgiving the sins of many.